tat's wad it is
the feelings i have now is all mixed up
it's like being on a rollarcoaster ride
but this time, there is no thrill at all...
i've been feeling really low the last few days..
the reason?
i really dun know... maybe i do know... but i just pretend not to know
all the bravefront and fake smiles is killing me
i can't concentrate
i'm in denial
i hate every single minute of this torture
i wun deny it
i am indeed unhappy and angry
it's totally not pms~
f.
besides, some assholes decided to make things worse on fri.
i tried to be nice about it but u losers were just a pain in the ass
go get a life since u dun seem to have one
nonsense is all u faggots have
shit u
shit u
shit u
i cannot believe i actually acknowledge u bastards as friends
i thank the stars i dun have to face u shits everyday
i swear
one more time
u do wad u do again
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go fill in the frigging blanks urself. damn irritating buggers
damn.
i wanna be happy again
how long will this stupid feelings stay?
i feel so stupid being so emo
the feelings are all bottled up inside
i'm not crying like i usually do
infact, i dunno wad i want
i dun wanna be alone
but i wanna be alone
it's all too damn confusing to understand
i really can't be bothered anymore
i'll try to be back
i'll try
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besides all mentioned above
i'm really sad rite now
was told an ex classmate met with an accident and has pass-on last night...
i'm still in shock
i cannot accept the fact that someone i knew is gone just like tat
furthermore, its someone my age
i am kinda upset i can't help
i am kinda upset i can't say the last good bye
I know GOD is with him now
peace be with you my friend
NOW
how much do i really treasure the chance to live another day?
how much do i really treasure the people i love?
i will learn to treasure all
i will be content
so now
iamreallynotme
i cannot tell u when i'll be the same again
i wish to be the same again too
and i hope it'll be soon
i'll pray~
it's gonna be a while
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